The best is not enough

I am not the trophy girl. I never was, never will be. My best is simply not good enough. Every single time i look back in life, i have always been the one with the shortfall...like you get there but always have to settle for second best. Iv failed to be remarkable, and on top of that, put my hope in something that in a very short while could collapse me too. I hope that it will someday change.